03062010

ex-a's. new apartments. ex-shitty roommates. new shitty roommates. more ex-shitty roommates. new amazing roommates. three years. aerosol fire suppresants. fucking telemarketers. qutting jobs. new jobs. publishing company jobs. good times. daniel lucas liscious and betsi wetsi poot poots. lex moments. i hate lex moments. poor mothers. nigerian scams. new meetings. friday night candle lights. newcomers with amazing lips. third, fifth, and seventh wheels. sex with new yorkers. lots of cigarettes. sushi. buffy rewatches. lack of buffy comics. lots of masturbation. herpes? no, not herpes. sext messages. appropriate sadness. third step questions. ninth step procrastination. new sponsees. new old sponsees. new ex-sponsees. secretly hiv positive friends. kentucky fried chicken cravings. insomniatic web creations. lost manipulation. vampire wars obsessions. lost last three avatar pieces. ella fitzgerald live recordings. cat power bootlegs. lady gaga acoustic sets. eight oh eights and heart breaks. esthero web casts. black mermaids. old myspace mp3 rippers, soldiers of love, santorias, and missed brack jacks.

04022009

san francisco seans, local dull seans, power rangers memorabilia, 8th steps, intranets, shitty roommates, amazing apartments, savings accounts, money in savings accounts, comcast, bills, awful jobs, relapses, the cores, lacks of free time, youtube playlists, website procrastination, facebooks, pride protestors, raptures, $600 tattoos, 2 month tattoo healing, missed birthdays, ani difranco concerts, ratatat concerts, buffy and angel comics, lacks of showers, flat ironed hair, bad dates, male pussy fucks, raspberry iced teas, cannonball movies, 35 comebacks, true bloods, dollhouses, and lost time travel.

11282008

j number 6, two clean years, 2007 vw rabbits, 1986 chevy celebrity station wagon debts, long distance sponsors, five by five t-shirts, blindfold fucks, super mario sunshines, spirit incentives, lots and lots of "suck it's," fucked up warnings, amends, spiritual warnings, 30 days in a row sharing, taxi services, trabendo sessions, f words, stolen porn, sky dives, crushes, 35's, dildo razors, 1 year proposals, stolen comcasts, visa gift cards, messy rooms, clean roommates, massive mixes, unburned sage, long overdue updates, oh my god shoes, princess balloons, wills, sugs, canonballs and cally cals sitting in trees, crushes, newcomers, 13th steps, naked halloween polaroids, andy warhol wigs, extreme lacks of internet, insomnia, death anxiety, 5 day weekends, unconnectable dvd players, loads of comics, and did i mention porn? tired hands, and cold beds.

09112007

Ugly days.

06272007

Transcendence, eight year medallions, teary speeches, dance mixes, fourth steps, friday night non-date's dates, lonely beds, 29 10 0 days without clove cigarettes, [one] Buffy box sets, non-future roommates, soon to be ex-lesbians, macaroni, updates, new layouts, graphics [again], sad Mamas, debt, rare sketch variants, completionism, eight seasons, bumper stickers, betches, decks, DVD collections, magic carnivāles, grim reapers, bull whips, space ships, gross deaf men, "innocent" homeless men, and strangers with candy.

03152007

Full time jobs, '86 black Chevy Celebrity station wagons, first paychecks, male burlesque shows, penis straws, Poot Poots, browns, Peet Peets, resentments, Esthero songs, follow the yellow brick road-offs, gallery shows, old cameras, Barbies, Cabbage Patch Kids [exactly as old as I am], joy rides, "fabulous" tattoos, and pride.

01202007

Love letters, harsh no's, warm soles, 300 pictures, 5,000 business cards, money, money, money, best friends, psychic moments, filling margins, Catch loves, missed creation, journal exchanges, How and Why, spiritual retreats, 3rd steps, Italian excuses, Indian coconuts, and passed kidney stones.

01022007

New years, big decisions, bigger opportunities, bigger opportunities suddenly making big decisions extremely insignificant, lovely parties, comfortable walls, new clothes, shaved pubes, and England.

12282006

30 Days, Christmas cards, busy birthdays, forgotten birthdays, wedding pictures, lost tripods, bratty nieces, new bikes, shopping sprees, Tangram puzzles, and Scene It victories.

12172006

Sexy noises, 2 AM old friends, clear cut signs, 1:30 apologies, 5th court appearances, February 22nd graduations, Ryan returns, Cal accidents, Steve disappearances, payed off tickets, Meredith crabs, David burns, car to car rides, and Palm Coast vacations.

12062006

New old loves, 21st birthdays, 22nd birthdays, day before birthdays, day after birthdays, proposals, movie nights, lack of blow jobs, $50 checks, -$200 debts, unfinished layouts, unattempted layouts, and lots and lots and lots of music.

11272006

Car crashes, 3 tickets, $500, relapses, best friends, 4 days, and MySpace layouts.

11232006

Long distance text messages, Metric and The Blow repeats, Madonna concerts, slow days, awful headaches, gross clients, stupid clients, fuckin' Grandmas, 10AM wake-up calls, food, food, and food.

11222006

First steps, pre-rehab programs, tattooed ring fingers, healing kois, hot ass early birthday present oversized sweaters, cold days, clean realizations, second steps, birthdays, free music, and thanksgiving celebrations.

11132006

Silent conversations, sober conventions, yo baby yo baby yos, strength, lost mugs, healing skin, happy case workers, future piss tests, brand new hosts, and optional music.

11072006

J number 3 4 5 (I should have known), poor choices, bad flashbacks, their first and victorless fight, new artists, desires to poke, and Seinfeld reruns.

11052006

Two hour differences, midnight in India, J number 3 4, busted TVs, intelligent mothers, and actual Barbaras.

11042006

Six year aniversaries, 90 day chips, J number 3, deleted accounts, Roro correspondence, hummingbird tattoos, french toast candy, retro wearwolves, and live websites.

10232006

Beck mixes, Rosey vinyls, Skyler E-Mails, Miss Jessi irgnorance, Charmed re-runs, Fake Bitch hang-ups, Halloween costumes, voice message systems, and red plaid PJs.